I'm confused. He told me after that he knew that it would upset me. Why did he want me to be upset? Why would he intentionally try and make me cry? He told me after that he knew it would make me angry. And it did. I'm still angry, why would he want that? I'll never understand. And then he tried to make it better.... Interesting times. This morning was refreshing. I got up a little early and went to 1st dam to feed the sweet sweet ducks. It was nice to just be alone and think about things. The wind rushing over the water the way it does, clouds covering the struggling sun, the fisherman over on the next boardwalk. It was nice. Really nice. Later we're having our "paint night" and then later maybe bonfire with scary stories. I want the slate to be clean.