I woke up from my dream and thought "She's dead, I know she's dead" I don't know why I thought that, but I jumped up and cantered down the stairs anxious to check my email for some proof that it wasn't true. She hadn't emailed me back yet. I tried calling [later] and no one answered, or called me back. I checked yesterday and I had 2 emails from her! One: a mass email telling everyone that her child was sick and that she'd be getting back to everyone's emails after he was better. and another One: a list that she made for her husband, of all the reasons that she loved him. It was adorable and as I thought about it through out the day I couldn't help but smile. When I get married, I want to be like them. I wrote and updated her on what was going on in my life and just how things are going. She wrote back today. She and her husband had a dream about him... On the same night, about the same thing. If he's started doing drugs I'm going to fall apart. I'm going to self destruct. I can't jump to conclusions, but I have a strong belief in dreams. Some freaky things have happened in my dreams that's turned out to eventually end up happening, or has happened. He promised. He told me he'd never do that. If he has.... I'm going to break. I won't be able to handle that. Ah! There I go again, I can't assume that just because this freaky incident happened that it's true or that it ever will be... but. Please no. Please.