god and i are babysitting. i get 40 dollars for babysitting tonight...god gets none. but i shall give her ten of my 40. THEN! i'm going to use it all to buy a gnome for moose. YES! um. yesturday at mcdonalds, god, stereo, and i were talking about our crushes. i was thinking about mine. and...god dammit! why do i have to like him? i dont want to like him! i really really really dont! why?! *eye twiches uncontrollably* so i told them that i liked him and stereo was shocked, god just grinned and narrowed her eyes at me. she was just WAITING for me to admit it!!!! yes you! i saw the evil glee in your eyes when i told the bitter truth! what do you do when you like one of your best friends but then there they are telling you how much they love someone else. and then they cry and you dont know what to do but sit there and want to cry yourself. it's dark and you dont know if you should hug them, go away, shut up, or just wait for them to stop. WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO?! i...i dont know...help me... -amanda