so i guess it's onlly sometimes. but man. this down shit feeling is really affecting. since highschool ended, i normally don't feel like this. that down messed up feeling. shit. it's back to that can i just turn myself off feeling. i could cry at any second. everything feels incorrect. so how do i get through this? "it's just emotions." that's what i have to keep telling myself. in a few days i'll feel better.