i havent gone to church in a while. i didnt go today. i didnt go on thursday. i didnt go on tuesday. i'm not wanting to. do you care? i dont. my sickness is slipping away and i really do think that by tomorrow i'll be ok. i would love to eat a cheese burger and write poetry with you. and if you are a vegetarian then we can have some carrots and applesauce. applesauce is bliss. i have one page left in my composition book. i need a new one. i need a leaky black pen. i need this headache to end. -amanda