i'm tired. so tired. my insides are twisting and i did eat. i promise i ate. dont look at me like i'm bothering you. you bother me more. i think i have too high of expectations for friends. i expect too much out of them. i expect so much that i always come out dissapointed. i hate that feeling. i always get the feeling because they say "i'm too motherly" well...i'm sorry. i really am. but i shall not shut my mouth and keep my opinions to myself when you stare at me with your beutiful eyes and snuggle up close and ask me "what is wrong?" i'll tell you what is wrong with my insides. i ate. i promise i ate. and -i wrote a parody for "the raven" and i'm very proud of it. intensely proud of it. -i'm almost done with my third composition book. -i want to drive to diana's house and be with her alone. i really want to talk with her alone. -i want to have sushi with virgin for once. sushi with virgin is wonderful. anything with virgin is wonderful. wonderful. -i need to learn the polyatomic ions. -katie is very informed. dont you forget that. -amanda