Lately, I haven't felt satisfied in anything I've done. So much can happen and I don't feel complete. I feel broken, or lost, or like a Mistake. Honestly, I don't feel anything going for me. I feel like dropping my gear and giving up right now. I could do that you know? It's the only thing that really feels right. It's the only thing that seems correct. I want to give up. I want to give up completely. time to blast some music.