Complain, anyone?

by blackvomit
it’s not fair. everyone else gets. i find that i dont like the person i am. i’ll be speaking, and then in my head ill be thinking, “amanda, what the fuck are you talking about? you’re an idiot.” i’m thouroughly in love with someone. and i hate that about me.
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I think I don't like that you lost that battle in your head. The debate, the conversation, the argument with Katie. I once had a bad encounter with someone because I told them of how I was at war with myself, and there were sides being taken. He didn't get it and he considered me ill.

I consider us to have likable personalities but we each have made our reputation as a heavy.
..I daresay not many people like who they have become.
A war within yourself....I find it's really one of the few wars worth fighting for.
Though, I may be the only one that thinks that. Not very probable though.
Random,idiotic comment now over. :)