it's like this feeling of forever pressure on my head, the back of my neck, and my lower back. my birds are screeching and it's taking all of my effort not to grab a butcher knife and chop off their heads. it's like this feeling that i'm getting sick, but i can still breathe through my nose. i'm warm, but there's not temperature that's worth worrying over. i'm slightly sweaty but i'm too lazy to take a shower and i keep feeling slighlty jittery. what is my problem? it's like this feeling that i dont know what i'm talking about. i'm alone in this house and i'm drowsy and it's not even from the medication. the birds keep screeching and i wonder why the hell i even got them in the first place. i tried to watch the call of the wild in black and white today and i just couldnt go through with the whole thing. my phone rang and i ran to go get it. my joints feel all stiff. ugh. ack. yea i'm tired...farewell. -amanda