i feel like i'm suffocating. i just want to pull off my jacket, scream, stretch my arms and run. i want to be released from where i am and i wish i had a lunch. i wish i had some food to look forward to eating. i keep being mean to people. i know i'm being mean, but i cant help it, and i dont care. i want to pull off my jacket, but it's too cold. i want to get away from these humans and their questions and their comments and the atmosphere in which i'm sitting in. i'm tense. i feel tense. very tense. i cant get over how i'm feeling right now. shit. shut me down. my mind is going crazy. it's hard to voice my opinion today, but that's probably a good thing. i dont want to do anything today. it's like...it hurts to function. i wince when someone speaks too loud. uncomfortable. uncomfortable. uncomfortable. tense. tense. tense. upset. upset in my head. everything is bugging me. it's odd. i wish i could start the day over, i wish the alarm clock would go off again and i could wake up with a better attitude and a better thought. i'm bothered. i'm annoyed. gah. and the girl who sits across the room, her voice...her voice...it bothers me. she mentions things that peope have forgotten about long ago because they never cared about it in the first place. "this is too much for your little minds today," Mrs. Matthews declared. this is too much for me. everything is too much for my mind today. annoyed. annoyed. annoyed. forever unpleasant. dont take anything seriously.