my stomach hurts...it's a morning stomach ache. a stomache ache i get almost every morning. it's unwanted, but it's there. last night i felt adventurous, or something. so i acted upon it. it felt nice. i've been feeling slightly adventurous, like i wanna do stuff that i normally would chicken out of. i'm not impressed with myself, i'm more... excited that i feel like i'm living. i'm turning 18 on the 26th of this month. i must say, i'm looking forward to it. i'm looking forward to a lot.