i can drastically switch emotions. i'm not digging that. i can get my teachers to not give me a tardy. i'm digging that. i'm not digging the fact that i keep using the word "digging." just shut me up. today was normal, today was alright. i smile because we wrestled on the grass when the stars were out. i was suppose to go home ten minutes ago, but we were laying on the ground staring at the three stars that you can see in Garden Grove, California. i was itchy, so was he. grass does that to you. and things are becoming like they are with Winfred and me. i know this because i'm ok with him seeing my feet, i'm ok with him trying to crack my toes. he looks up my nose to see if i have boogers. do you think me gross? please do. i dont mind. the point is, friends. i like being friends more than anything. so it's going to stay that way, alright? alright. the one i ignored, well, you know how this highschool drama works. all is well now, with the pull of my sleeve and her turning around. "Hi Amanda!" was said and i smiled. no one is mad. but you know, things always change with women folk. so confusing. bawls is my friend. i'm resorting to drinking the energy drink that omnifriend bought me for christmas. i wonder if it's gone bad...i doubt it. doesnt matter. i need it. i need to stay up tonight. i love procrastination, but it always comes and stabs me in the back. but you already knew that. you already knew everything. -amanda