So she gets a message from Zach asking if she wants to see a movie. She calls back saying yes. He says he'll call her later. She argues with her parents about letting him drive her. They say they'll drive her. She waits for the call. She goes to Marissa's and watches Thumbelina and goes to Vons to get some grub. She waits for the call. Tara comes over and they watch She's All That. (The boy's name is Zack, what a coincidence.) She waits for the call. She watches the Exorcist Prequel with Tara and Marissa and has a ton of energy drink and sugar and they all scream and freak out. It is 11 and he hasn't called. She gave up 5 hours ago. Why does she continuously fall for him when he always does this to her? Today she woke up around 1. (Daylight savings) She went with her mom to look for a rashguard. Failed. Zach called twice. He thought she had texted him. He needs a new phone. He didn't talk to her. He didn't even know who it was he called. She started shaking when he called. It's pathetic. She went to the Santa Barbara Youth Symphony for practice. She didn't do too bad. She's listening to the Phantom of the Opera soundtrack and pretending as if she has a good voice. Tomorrow her and some "friends" are going to Magic Mountain. She is going to try her hardest to leave unhappy thoughts in Ventura. Lance called her tonight. Said he's coming over Tuesday. She's scared. She has no way of stopping him. She doesn't like him. It's the end of the world and she's still smiling.