Let's go step by step for today. 1. I got to school and did horrible on the vocab quiz because I barely studied. (-) 2. I was chosen to play Juliet for Act 5 of Romeo+Juliet. (+) 3. I found a chocolate chip cookie amongst all of the sugar cookies. (+) 4. We dissected a fetal pig in biology and I had a lot of fun. (+) 5. I spent all of lunch at Buena. (/) 6. I couldn't find anyone to hang out with at first. (-) 7. Then I hung out with Justine. (+) 8. I left and talked to Mandee. (+) 9. It was during this that I felt someone's hands wrap around my face so I wouldn't know who was behind me. I thought it was Devin. I turn around and it's John. (++++) 10. I talked to John for the rest of lunch. (++) 11. I was sexually harassed in tech lit. (-) 12. I witnessed her and her boyfriend together...much more than I wanted to. (-) 13. I went home to practice my clarinet. (/) 14. I thought I had everything down. (+) 15. I came back to Buena and started worrying. (-) 16. I got nervous in my audition. Like really really nervous. More than usual. (----) 17. I didn't do well at all. (-) 18. I almost cried when Michael talked to me. (-) 19. I didn't cry when I talked to Michael. (+) 20. Michael is a wonderful friend to me. (++) 21. I just yelled at my mom because she's so nosy. (-) 22. I don't have any homework. (+) 23. I want to crawl in bed and never come out. (-) 24. I want to cry and cry and never open my eyes again. (-) 25. I don't know what the fuck I'm good for. (-) Add them up. See the difference. But even if there are more positives, I still feel the negatives more. And the only event I remember that really sticks out is his hands over my eyes.