YOU guESSED RIGHT!!! IT'S ME! yeah so fuck the idea of writing in third person. it doesn't help if you try telling your story from someone else's point of view, no matter what it'll make you feel like shit. The trip...hmm... Friday •woke up excruciatingly early to get to Buena with all my shit. •loaded on the buses & got stuck with some middle school kids...but we were all still together. •drove to anaheim. •talked to the middle school kids. (one was kinda cute & his name is ben & i absolutely looove the name ben.) •arrived at anaheim high school...and went straight to warm-up. •concert band played. (i was in this one) •pictures. •back to warm up. •full orchestra played. (i was in this one) •warm up AGAIN. •wind ensemble played. didn't get to eat lunch. which sucked. •watched other bands. •balboa made me cringe. •i've started cussing a lot more. •watched colorguard & had to go up the bleachers in heels & the bleachers were wobbly & i was so scared. •got on the bus and waited for what seemed like hours to leave. •the hot jazz band guys sorta flirted with us. •got to the (niiiice) hotel & settled in. •ate dinner. •went to the pool which ended up being a swarm of immature middle schoolers so we sat in the jacuzzi for about like 5 minutes. •went back up to the room and wanted to scream and cry because lauren, stephanie & sara were up in the guys' room having fun & we were stuck bored as fuck. •slept. Saturday Woke up early again & got ready to get breakfast. The line was huge. Ate and got in the elevator to go upstairs. The elevator got stuck. It was me, Tara, a whole lotta other girls (but cool ones who I like) and some old guy. So being girls we start freaking out. We try opening the doors and pressing the emergency button but nothing works. Haley called her dad (Mr. Hoffman- the band director) and he told the lobby we were stuck. So it finally starts going back up but as soon as we think the doors are going to open it goes back down! And thennn we were like ok...1st floor and it goes back up to the 6th floor. I don't think we took the elevator after that at all. So we get to Disneyland & I hang out with Sara, Stephanie, Lauren, and tara of course. We have a lot of fun and then they decide they don't want to go to the awards thing but tara and I are afraid they'll get all pissed so we go anyway. Buena got first for like everything because we rock that hard. Anyway after awards tara & i chill on our own & go on Snow White & PInocchio and I was so scared on those that I almost peed my pants. They fucking were the scariest rides I've ever been on. We went on Haunted Mansion & it got stuck longer than it's supposed to. Which means that's the second time we got stuck that day. The Tiki room also scared the shit out of me and tara...and yeah. We had a lot of fun just chillin and going on rides & the lines move so fast, it's a lot better than Magic Mountain. After we ate and went on Indiana Jones we met up with them again but soon ditched them when they said they wanted to leave at 11...or was it 10? hmm...well tara & i went on peter pan and saw mr.simba (word for hot guy). He was gorgeous. Peter Pan sucked and then Stephanie didn't want to leave either so she hung out with us. We went on Indiana Jones again and GUESS WHAT! IT GOT STUCK! yeah. so we were stuck waiting for the boulder to drop and watching harrison ford masturbating on the rope. (He looked real and it scared us.) Umm...then we basically left. I spent the ride home talking to ben on the bus. He's so cooool. He's going to Foothill though, what a loser! Lol. i warned him. Wanna know a secret?? You have to promise not to tell a soul. Ok so we get back to the hotel at 1:15 in the morning. Sara is in my bed & Lauren is asleep too. Sara wakes up and moves and everyone tries to sleep. Then we hear a knocking on the door. Stephanie answers and it's Jennifer's mom (aka Evil Bitch of the West). She asks for Lauren and Sara to come out and to wear shoes because they're going somewhere. Stephanie & I contemplate what's going on and she compares them to the Nazi party and it was so funny. BUt anyway about 20 minutes later they come back and tell us what happened. Apparently they were in the boys' room past curfew and the door was closed and stuff so they got in some deep shit. Mr H almost made them call their parents and have them come pick them up, the boys too. So they got yelled at and stuff and if any rumors are spread it could be the end of all band trips. Which would SUCK. Dumbasses. Today. We woke up earlier than we had to and got ready. Me, Tara and Stephanie walked down to get breakfast and came back upstairs. Tara and Stephanie were sleeping again & i was watching HBO. There was this movie about these fairies who like kill the people in this house and stuff...it was awesome. So Lauren and Sara get back and them and Stephanie watch it with me. Then Zoolander comes on TBS so we watch that. We had a room check & then it was off to the buses. Tara and I had to sit in the FUCKING front of the fucking bus because they didn't save us fucking seats. I was so pissed off. No talkie to Ben. No talkie to ANYONE because we were so isolated. I almost cried. Actually I did. Out of anger. And jealousy. And PMS. And everything. So I talked to Marissa for 25 minutes and yeah. We got back and had to unload shit which took a long time. Then I made my mom cry. I feel awful. I cried more. I'm such a fuck up. I should never open my mouth again. I just say things I don't mean. fuck.