sooooo uhh. i haven't written for awhile. this week ummm BORING. but yesterday was a half-day. so me, matt, josh and tara drove to el burrito loco. then we like went to the library parking lot and tara and i cleaned out matt's car. it was SICK. there were dirty nasty CRUSTY socks. LOTS. then we went to foothill and just like saw some people. i saw eric (the one who always forgets my name, keshara's friend) and he remembered my name! and charly and anthony and oscar and peopllle. and then matt, surprisingly, hadn't ditched us and we drove over to his house and washed his car while dancing to fall out boy. then tara and i whored in his car. josh is cool. i had never hung out with him before. and ummm then we took josh home and we went to buena to help his dad with this thing. well this swarm of bees like seriously almost attacked us. it was scary. and thennn we went back to his house and just chilled and i love mattttt and then we went to toppers, his parents came in their car and paid and everything and they're so cool! and haha i'm so sick of listening to rap and hip hop in matt's car!!! where'd all that hardcore shit go boy? so then he took us to my house where we found movies and were driven to marissa's house. amanda, me, tara and marissa watched fever pitch and cuddled and stuff. and then tara left and amanda and marissa and i just looked in the buena yearbook for potential hotties. and then i came home and stuff. todayyy i had rehersal for sbys and we were half an hour late cuz of traffic. so then we got home and my parents weren't home but i went with eric graves and his friend justin to get some food and then we just drove around FOREVER. we went to eric's houses and then umm...we went to like 4 different beaches, all the way to port hueneme. and oxnard and yeah. it was a lot of fun. i had to be home at like 11 though so he just came over for like an hour and it's just so cool being friends with boys. him, matt, max. everybody. im pretty pissed off at skylar right now. like, seriously, he's being such a fucking douchebag. i'm not even going to try talking to him about this. I GIVE UP. welp. yeah.