She had hoped she would soon meet the boy of her dreams. She thought that maybe when she went to the mall today he would be there. Well he was. Zach was there. She needs to get over him. But when she saw him and quickly left, turning to Amanda to say "I hate you," she had wished he would call her. Soon enough, he did. She needs to call him back. So maybe this night they can hang out. It's raining. They've always talked about kissing in the rain. The bad part is that her parents won't let him drive her. Damn. Well maybe he will be busy anyway. She needs to read 200 pages in 2 1/2 days. Wonder-fucking-ful. She's gotta brush her teeth. She woke up at 7 to go to the orthodontist and they barely did anything. So she came home and slept til 1. She still needs to wash the dishes, fold the towels and iron shirts. Break went by so quickly. Next year is coming soon. It's practically this year. Which is great. Next year will be Buena. No more Foothill for Lauren. Thank the Lord. Now there isn't much wrong about Foothill. It's a mighty fine school for those who belong. But when you go to two different schools, leaving for sports doesn't count, and there is no real school you belong to, it sucks. She goes to lunch everyday with the same girl at the same place. It gets old. The teachers are pretty cool, but when they tell you that the teachers know everyone and it is true, but none of them know you, it's not very welcoming. Being in a small school where everyone knows each other, well being unknown isn't an option. But it is the story of her life.