Today was full of ....stuff. I get to school and get to tell stories of Disneyland during PE. I've become friends with Jeff again. I promise not to hold grudges anymore...at least not for long. my floor is messy. covered with pictures i'm printing. i think i'm some kind of fucking photographer. get a life. i need to clean. badly. you can't even see. In second period we had a sub & had to work in groups for this project. My whole group was gone. I have to do the project by myself. It SUCKS. In third period we learned how to do the tessellations. Thank god. In fourth we finished some stupid lab. In band we listened to the tape of the lady critiquing us. We did exceptionally well. I wasn't surprised much though. My voice was shot all day. People made fun of me for it. Meanies. It's still pretty much gone. I actually think it got worse. I saw Zach at lunch. He had lunch detention. We talked. Why? In tech lit I had absolutely nothing to do. I came home and immediately left to go on a walk and take pictures. The wrestling team was going through the front so I took the back way and stopped by Elmhurst. I talked to Mrs. G and she made me feel pretty & special, like she always does. I walked to the park and just walked around taking random pictures. I talked to Marissa on the phone. I laid in the grass while cars drove by and creepy men stared. A boy on a bike rode by. A cute boy. He said Hi. I said Hi. I sounded stupid because of my voice. But it still put me in a good mood for the rest of the day. I'm walking up Aurora and see Daniel Garcken. A police car pulls him over and asks a question and leaves. I see two more police cars. Marissa calls once more and tells me someone just broke into her neighbor's house and almost killed the guy. Three teenage boys around 17 or 18. I started freaking out until she told me that they caught one. Then I think about whether the boy on the bike was one of them. But I realize I saw him too long ago and he wasn't that old. So I quickly walk to Marissa's to check in on all the action. I get stopped by some girls selling lemonade. It was only 25 cents so I figure I'll make their day and buy some. I get to Marissa's and two cop cars are parked in front. The guy comes over and thanks her dad for saving his life. I see her prom pictures. She was absolutely gorgeous. My mom comes and talks to her mom for a long time. We check the house incase the other two burglars got in. Such paranoia. Then I came home and immediately got on my computer to edit pictures. Didn't really do my homework. But I've learned not to care so much about it anyway. Such a fucking goody goody. I went to Longs at 8:45 and came home and did a little homework. Then I edited more pictures. And now I will sleep. Pictures from Disneyland. ben, the cute 8th grader. aww i miss him. tea cups. hotel & bus. trashed the room. totally. i can see you. can you see me?