um. last week. well it went by quickly. it was boring. it was fun. actually i can't remember much of it. i talked to max. no more issues. except...stupid things about him that bother me. friday: ortho appointment (i've started wearing bands ALL the time because i never want to go back there ever again.) my mom took me shopping. everyone was busy without me. marissa at gianna's. tara with skylar. i wasn't in the mood to hang out with amanda after she had been constantly calling me mean and saying i was pmsing and in a bitchy mood. so then tara came over after i had dinner. we got ready and amanda came and we all went to the game. carrick+me=haha. he felt he owed it to me to make up for the first time. so we made out. right there. in front of anyone who wanted to see. or didn't want to. and i didn't care. thennn lots of flirting with boys. boys i don't even like. boys named jeremy. on saturday i had to wake up all early to go to the plan test thing. it was dumb. nobody was in my room that i wanted to talk to. and water polo players (except josh) are so dumb. most jocks are. tara and i went to subway. ice cream. then my uncle and his fiance came over. we went to the beach and i took pictures of them because i think i'm gonna like edit one and blow it up to give them as sort of a wedding gift. omg i'm so excited i get to see my little cousinssss. omgggg. i love sticky with all my heart!!! anyway. we went to dinner. my mom is a bitch. you'd think she'd be ashamed of me mackin it with 329847587 different boys. but yet she still has to tell EVERYONE SHE TALKS TO. Including my uncle. ewww. then they dropped me off at the mall because amanda and tara were there. we got marissa a ton of stuff. including a purdy waterproof vibrator with like 5 different heads. we were going to go to tara's after but we wouldn't have a ride to marissa's later. so we all just went home. except i never ended up going to marissa's anyway. so my mom and i watched hide and seek and i talked to justin on aim til like 3 in the morning. i woke up at like 6 this morning, threw on some jeans and left for the kidnapping. we got marissa and um. well. i was pissed. lauren needed to spend the night. i understand. but gianna and sara didn't. so marissa isn't allowed to have her real friends spend the night for her birthday because the fucking carpet is new, but yet her little drumline bitches can? oh and don't get me wrong, i love sara with all my heart, and gianna is awesome, but it's not fair. i'm jealous. i'm jealous because her mom's never liked me. i'm jealous because she won't do anything about it. i'm jealous because she'd rather share her secrets with anyone in drumline rather than me. i'm mad because she's fucking around with matt again. but maybe that's jealousy too. so anyway, we got to ihop and shit went down. we went to kmart and more shit went down. the boys left. my dad picked us up and they all went to marissa's. everyone except me because i was pissed and i'm antisocial and whatever. so i slept til 12:30. and then i did homework and watched laguna beach and made brownies. then i slept some more. and then i got ready for sbys. lots of food. i have a solo. and i like it. and i don't screw it up. i don't want to go to school tomorrow. at all.