[Edit] Well that current record hasn't been broken. He broke up with me. Online. And said it was because we were "different" He is so shallow. The only reason I even care is because Skylar and I aren't friends anymore. Because Skylar has no fucking clue how much he hurt me. "Hey tara it's been 6 days, maybe you should take your shirt off." Don't say shit like that behind my back you fucking moron. I don't want to go to Buena next year. I don't want to go anywhere. Gus might get me some drugs. I hope so. That's what I need. And maybe some control. Which means I'm probably going to be anorexic again after this Reeses peanut butter cups binge. My dreams are non-existent. I'm already dead. he thought i would be different. what the fuck does that mean? -------------------------------------------------- What goes on at my house with my boyfriend is nothing for tyler to be telling other people. I am over that Jon told 2 people. But Tyler wasn't even there. I think he's a fucking moron. He told the people I have to face everyday. So my week has been up and down and crazy. Today was our one week anniversary. Hehe. Seems so silly to me. When he asked whether I wanted a long or short relationship I never bothered to ask him what he wanted. So I did today. He told me that he didn't want to say he wanted a long one because all of his previous girlfriends that he has told that only end up being two weeks. I thinkhope that we are longer than my current record of two weeks. Amanda and I are supposed to go to Starbucks now but she hasn't called yet. I have so much homework I've put off. So I'm going to try to do some of it tonight. Probably won't get to the geometry homework though. Maybe. This weeked I would like: -To see Gus? -To go to the mall -To go to the underground -To go on an adventure with Marissa to the beach -To spend time with Jon on Saturday -To not have a repeat of last weekend Sounds easy enough to get done. I'm thinking about ditching seventh period on Friday but knowing me I won't. So many people do, it's not like I'd be singled out. OK so Amanda called & I'm gonna go now.