Tuesday night I'm going to Marissa's because her parents won't be home. Oh fuck, her brother will.oh well. I have a lot of work to do tomorrow. Honors english stuff, chores, yeah. FUN!!! I know I really want to talk about Saturday night but I'm avoiding it. Trying to save the best for last. But I don't know why it was the best. Nothing really exciting happened. At all. I'm starting to be really bothered by her. But it was just last night and tonight. I'll wait it out. I will. I won't snap. After tomorrow, spending a day alone, I'll be perfectly fine. Oh my god I just realized I really need a day to myself. Drew and I are having our message conversations again. Oh my gosh and I just checked my email and I have 37 new messages. Shittt son. Doctor Jones!!! haha. good times. "Viva la revolution" by the adicts is a good song. Well it's the only adicts song I have. So shut up. Um ok so I'll talk about it now. But first, it's happening again! I'm getting so jealous. It's so dumb. Somebody just needs to fix me. I shouldn't be like this. Ok. Saturday: I had my little garage sale thing and fried in the sun. I got like a hundred bucks for Michigan though. So that's pretty cool. And then Marissa and Tara came over and we walked to get some food. We went to Amanda's after and her and I went to Longs with my mom to pick up pictures. 3 rolls. Jeez. My mom's cashier was adorable. I told amanda I thought he was hott but she thought I was talking about her cashier, the one who was flirting with us and wasn't hott. So yeah. Anywayyy...we got a ride to the mall after I got ready and her and I just walked around...talked to Ace in Toxic...and umm...met up with Jenna and Keshara. Keshara and I left to go to the Underground and immediately Charly came up to me. I love that kid. Then I saw Brooke and everybody else. Anthony's so cute! So is Nick! Yeah. shut up. I had so much fun though. I can't even really describe it all. Way too much happened. So I'll leave it at that. Then Amanda and I went to Tara's where her mom was drunk. Oh god it was great. She was insulting Amanda and Marissa about being short and just saying all this funny stuff. We had a lot of fun but I fell asleep right away. I woke up to the sound of screaming because Alex was like..attacking Tara. So I tried going back to sleep but everybody ditched me and went downstairs. So I followed the crowd. But all day I was thinking about one person. OIHRIJFNOEPRTJEOJ I'm not supposed to like people anymore. It makes things oh so much harder. But anyway we washed the cars. Took beautiful pictures. I drove our car to the front of the house and it was quite scary. All of a sudden, before I even reached the stopo sign, I stopped and was like "I DON'T HAVE MY SEATBELT ON!" and had to like put it on. It made Amanda laugh. So we were sexy car washers and we did much better this time. Got paid too. So then um. Later we saw The Island with Tyler. (Ryler Tandall) I love that kid. He's like my best friend or something. Haha. It was a good movie. I thoroughly enjoyed it. I'm still thinking about him. & when I go to sleep I will be. & when i wake up I will be. & when I shower I will be. & when I watch TV I will be. & when I see him I will be. poiwrujpojt?ø´åtjagˆ?tjwiaiwertj make it stop!!!!!