It'll get better right? The first day's always the hardest, I think that's what I've been told. Because you don't know anyone and everything's new. It wasn't that bad though. It's much, much better than Foothill, I can tell already. But I'm not used to this bell thing. Or having every single class every single day for almost an hour each day. First of all, Drew is being rather nice to me. He shouldn't be. Today I found out he kissed Sara. But I can't help but think he might still like me. We hugged so many times. And we hug-walked like 3 times. And he's just like...I don't know. I'm dumb. Guys don't like me. Ever. Which comes to my second idea/conclusion/whatever, it's really pointless liking Nick. I don't stand a motherfucking chance. So I should really give up. But then I have to see him everday for a whole school year and look at him and omgosh it won't work. I can't live like that. But I can't live just wanting him either. First Period-Chemistry Honors The teacher's cool. I don't know like anybody except for Vita and Shannon. But it'll be OK. I got picked on because I had to sit in the front and like...she used me as an example. Second Period-College Prep World History Shaun's in my class! And it seems like a class where I'm gonna be friends with a lot of the guys but none of the girls. Mr. Wilson's ok. Third Period-English Honors Oh man. This class scares me. Lots. Mr. Pollock's really weird. This girl Amanda talked to me, I had met her at Barnes + Nobel before. She's really nice. And Tara has to sit so far away! Again, I'm in the front so he used me as an example. Fourth Period-Wind Ensemble Well dur. I was here last year. No biggie. But I miss sitting next to Michael. And Tara. Fifth Period- Algebra 2 Honors Tara!!! Umm...Mike! Yeah. Well Mr.Magoon's kinda weird and I hope this isn't a boring year. Sixth Period-Dance Danielle's the only girl I will talk to in this class. And she talks a lot so I've got nothing to worry about. But like...wow. She's not what I remembered at all and we were actually getting along, unless she was just telling me all that bullshit because she's dumb. But I don't think so. Let's see how tomorrow goes. [edit] p.s.Last night was a great way to spend the last night. MALT went to the mall to eat at California Pizza Kitchen and it was great. Then we went and ran in the fountains, it was my first time doing that. It was a blast. And then we stopped by Mr. Hutchison's class because he was there and we just sorta chilled with him. Funn.