the dance was amazing. jenna and i went together. people saw parts of me they weren't supposed to. we all looked good. i made out with a boy. shut up. i was a slutty dancer. i took ritalin. (ridalin?) i love jenna. i don't know why, but taking pills doesn't seem like a big deal to me. and i do it a lot. i guess it won't matter until i get caught. but it's easy not getting caught since i don't end up smelling weird, like smoking and drinking does. but. i want to ask him to sadie hawkins. but i don't want to. and someone likes me. i led him on. i'm so dumb. but i knew he liked me even before amanda told me. and the airshow was dumb. but i really love kelly. she loves me. we're going to be half sister in-laws!!!! yayy!! the blue angels didn't fly so i was sad. i'm tired kinda.