Today was overall a pretty decent day. All during the morning I was afraid of facing him. I don't know why. I have friends who will stand up for me. It shouldn't even bother me. But it does. I let it get to me. I don't know why. In chemistry we just went over the test from Friday. I got a massage from Chris. Lindsey and I bonded. The history test got moved up a day. But I got a text message in that class. I can't read them since I sit right up front. So I sat at my desk in complete fear. I was imagining the worst but it just ended up being Evan saying he loves me. At break I talked to Michael. I did everything I could to ignore him but it was so awkward. English was pretty fun. We analyzed poems and solved riddles. Band sucked. We got in trouble. Lunch was pretty dumb. The douches wouldn't open the door before the bell rang. They're seriously the meanest people. Even Lauren wouldn't though, because you know if she did, that would upset Matt. These people aren't my friends. I need new ones. In math we did C++ stuff so that was okay. In dance we had the way cool guy dance teacher. I love that guy! After school Evan and Tara came over but then I had to go to symphonic orchestra. It was dumb. We got in trouble again. We got out at 5 though, instead of 6. I sat at home watching Uptown Girls and going on the computer and cleaning my room. I need to study for the history test still. I think I get most of it. And if I don't...oh well. Friday is the Horrorpops concert. And also a half day. And our 5 month. Saturday is the Shiny Toy Guns show. This weekend will be fun.