I'm scared. I'm scared to go to school on Monday. I don't know why. He can't do anything to me. Except make me cry. More. He's the biggest asshole I've ever known and probably will ever know. I wish I had never met him. I wish we were never friends. I wish I stayed at Foothill. Today I talked to Marissa. To let her know her mom was calling all of our moms asking why nobody's friends with her anymore. To tell her to come clean. She got mad. She said she isn't fucking him anymore. I called her a liar. She told me to shut the fuck up. I laughed. Then I got a text from that fucking douchebag: you're pathetic. why don't you just leave her alone. she's got enough to deal with without you being a bitch. So I replied asking why he's such an asshole to me, that I never did anything to him. I told him it's all his fault anyway that all of this happened. He said: why are you such a whiny annoying bitch? if you didn't expect everyone to be at your beck and call then i wouldn't hate you And I told him I'm always kidding when I ask for something. I never really want people to do shit for me. And I asked why he thinks he's better than everyone else. He replied: i don't. just know that i'm better than you cuz i'm not a back stabbing whore THis all made me cry. So it wasn't fun in dance. And it pisses me off the most because it's all so fucking hypocritical. Everything he said I was, he is. He's the most immature person I know. My parents know. They said that if he says anything else to me or threatens me or ANYTHING they're going to give Marissa's mom the copy of the letter she wrote me basically explaining that he threatened her and then they can press charges. Evan knows. He wants to kill Matt. But I made him promise not to do anything because that could just make things worse for me. He said if Matt does anything else to me that he will do something about it. Amanda wants to beat him up too. He's just a bad person. But on a lighter note... Tara and Derrick= CUTE! The Wizard of Oz= wicked awesome Evan's tattoo= hawt my new dress= best article of clothing I own. Evan= LOVVVVVVEEEE. The rest of my night was pretty nice. Listening to "backstabber" by the dresden dolls seems appropriate right now.