today was dumb. yesterday was wayyy dumber though. i was an emotional wreck all day. and it wasn't because of "The Truth" on myspace, although what he said to me hit me pretty hard, but I already knew what he said. (I still need to find out who he is.) But I don't really know what was wrong. Just everything I guess. I found my dance shoes in the PE lost+found. I lost my Blondie jacket. That thing was a part of me. I'm sad. My mom's mad. I guess I just can't do anything right these days. I had a lesson yesterday and I just couldn't stop crying when I was practicing before. So I got to the lesson and Jocelyn and I talked for a bit, she's worried about me. Nobody worries about me like her. I like knowing that SOMEONE cares that much. But um today. Chemistry was cool because I understood it. History was cool because it's always cool. English sucked ass because I hate it. Band sucked ass because I suck ass. Mattttt's my budddddy. Algebra, well I basically screwed up on the test a lot. And I even studied. I'm so dumb. Dance was very hard. Our warm ups are extremely difficult and so was all the stretching. And I totally can't do the splits. EVery thursday and Friday we have to go through this pain now. I got a free T-Shirt after school for Alpine, the old SkateStreet that's gonna be turned into a place for shows and stuff again. I like my t-shirt. I ate. I watched the intense episode of Laguna Beach and I slept til 6. Food. Ice Cream. Homework. Here. I don't want to go to school ever again. People dissappoint me and make me really upset. Andd he's dumb. The only person on this planet that I truly hate: My ex-boyfriend Jon. I can't stand seeing him. It makes me absolutely sick.