do you have to let it linger? school is so close so scary so exciting so new so woah so unpredictable so now. I talked to my counselor today and everything is settled. I'm taking college prep history instead on honors. (THANK JESUS!) And I'm taking dance. I've discovered it will be OK. My mommy and I had a mommy-daughter day. So did Marissa, Amanda and Tara and all their mommies. It was crazzzzy. So we went thrift store shopping and stuff. I got a hawt new Blondie jacket. Holy shit I love it. I have been told that Drew likes me. I laughed. Cause you know, it's funny. I only like him a little. And I guess...he likes me now. My dad's a weirdo. Last night I played in Ojai because I felt bad for abandoning them. People told me it sounded tighter than usual and yeah. They missed me. And they still suck, even with Mr. B conducting again. I went on a bit of a cleaning spree today. Organizing's a better word. My head has been hurting for the past three days. I carry Tylenol everywhere I go now. And I took Midol too, just to see if it worked better. I'm still thinkin about that Drew thing. The other night Tara called Skylar and asked to talk to Drew and she was like "You should hook up with Lauren, call her sometime!" because I had done that to Bruce about her...but she didn't like Bruce and I actually kinda liked Drew. So then the next day he sent her a myspace message asking if she was serious. And she told him she was kidding. So I'm asuming that disappointed him. But I really like ...well you know who I like. I'm waiting until school officially starts before making any decisions about boys. That settles it. [edit] p.s. i talked to skylar, drew really likes me. a boy hasn't liked me like that for a long time. nick didn't know i was going to buena this year. oops. musta forgot to tell him. [edit #2] how i see it::: boys only like me on my myspace pictures. then they hang out with me, see me in person, and change their minds. so i don't end up hurting them, they end up hurting me. and it just isn't worth it this time.