totally. like woah. like i'm still freaking out about it. But anyway, i'll start with last night. I went to tara's and we had invited a bunch of guys and marissa and amanda over. Well we were all alone for the longest time. Then around 8 marissa calls and says that she's coming over with matt. we were overjoyed. Then skylar called and tyler called and they were coming over too! So matt picked up skylar and amanda came too! Then tyler got there and the fun began. Ok so it's a good thing i'm so close to these guys and stuff or else...what happened next would have been crazy. skylar and matt played strip air hockey...skylar lost. So marissa and i wanted to play. She got down to her bra and thong but i was feeling really self conscious so only got to my bra and unzipped pants. But for the rest of the night we just chilled in our bras. And...well tyler and i kinda hooked up i guess. But it was cool because we both know that nothing's gonna be different between us. I just feel horrible about Drew. But oh well. Amanda and I made out too. Spur of the moment thing. I had an extremely fun night though. Those boys are my homiez and I love them so much, even if they absolutely hate amanda and are mean to her. Skylar got drunk and almost passed out. So Matt took him home. After it was just me, amanda and tara we called justen and were saying how tara would never ever make out with a girl...but then we each made out with her. So basically I made out with three people in one day. That's gotta be a record. (For me at least) [even if 2/3 were girls] So we woke up really late this morning and only had like an hour to get ready. We left for Santa Barbara around 12:30. We walked around Paseo and I bought a $4 red tannk top at American Eagle Outfitters. Then I got 3 things from Macy's and ummm...that's it. But we had lunch and after lunch we headed over to Urban Outfitters. Well on the way over there there's this skating shop. We decided to go in because Amanda wanted to and outside there was this boy who looked an awful lot like Nick, but with darker hair and he was wearing funky sunglasses. I was freaking out like "OH MY GOSH IT LOOKS LIKE NICK!!!OISHAOIJSARIJSROI" and so on. So we went in and came out and after we start walking down the street when one of them calls "amanda!" We go back and it's Steven Pratt. AND NICK!!!!! So him and I talk while Amanda talks to Steven. He dyed his hair. Amanda didn't even know it was him the whole time. So we left to go to Urban Outfitters and like I was freaking out the rest of the day. Amanda was like "It must be fate" and like 5 seconds later I was like "I KNOW!!!" lol. It seems like it. It was the best part of my weekend. Except I wish I had looked better. Oh well. Not like anything's ever gonna happen anyway. I bought stuff from urban outfitters and a new bag from uhh....a store across from urban outfitters. My second favorite santa barbara store. So tomorrow my brother's coming over with Kelly and the girls are going to dinner at California Pizza Kitchen as one last thing before school starts. My mom took me to Longs and I bought hair dye again. The fuschia stuff. She doesn't think I should do it before school because my teachers will think I'm weird...but I think I'm gonna anyway. Mmk. Movie tonight with my mom.