ok so i don't want a boyfriend because i don't want to get hurt. but that contradicts my belief of high school relationships not meaning anything. so basically i'm really confused. and i like drew lots. and he still didn't ask me out. even though we were together the whole night just sorta holding each other. i like dances when jenna goes. i like dances when i'm on happy pills. i like dances when i drink alcohol. i don't like dances when i take vicadin. [unless i'm with a cute boy who i can rest on for the rest of the night] i'm getting angry at marissa ok. dodger's game go blue