i'm always wrong about everything. boys. friends. myself. my mom. everything. i wish i could be right about one little thing. his perfection disappeared after he asked me that. my mom isn't speaking to me. she threw her mother's day card at me. i threw it back. she shoved it under my door when i slammed it. i hate this. and he made me smile so much. and now i've gone and disappointed him. because i'm not perfect. and i thought we'd go to the movies tonight. and it would be fun. but i think i'm wrong. and i made a new friend, one of the only good things today. she's nice. she thinks i'm cute. lol. what's with these people thinking i'm so great? crazy i tell you. hmm...i could still be wrong about him you know. since i'm never right. i wrote marissa a note explaining why i got so mad last night. except i didn't include my hate for her mom. and how i feel so secluded when her mom puts her boyfriend in front of me. and how the only reason i came over to her house was to talk to her. and then i didn't even get to. so in pe i talked to that david kid. (not the one who likes me) that was kinda fun. i guess. i am so confused. i want to lock myself in my room. i didn't eat dinner last night. and no breakfast this morning. i plan on doing the same tonight. "idunno if i can do anything tonight, can you?" is just a polite way of saying, "i'm not going to call since i saw you today and you weren't what i expected." but that's ok. because i honestly would rather not have a boyfriend. this is just like a side-dish to life. like cranberries at thanksgiving. not that necessary or important, but they sort of add flavor and complete the meal. yeah. i like the sound of that. hmm. romeo + juliet this weekend. yum to the max. speaking of, i saw zach today. i felt nothing. which made me laugh inside. and smile on the outside. i am so over him finally. it's wonderful.