Last night. Again. Not 4, only 2. He makes me smile so much. And I think he likes me a lot more than I realize. Dictionary.com states that anorexia nervosa is: A psychophysiological disorder usually occurring in young women that is characterized by an abnormal fear of becoming obese, a distorted self-image, a persistent unwillingness to eat, and severe weight loss. It is often accompanied by self-induced vomiting, excessive exercise, malnutrition, amenorrhea, and other physiological changes. So I think I am. I think I'm crazy too. I don't want to be. But I'm never hungry. I want to lose weight. This morning I weighed myself and I had lost 3 pounds since last thursday. Only 108 now. Actually like 108.4 but yea. Anyway. David needs to get a life and stop trying to flirt with me. In geometry...I don't remember. I wrote down some stuff but I don't have it with me. So none of that I guess. At lunch Jon and I walked around holding hands and then we hung out with Marissa, Tara and Michael before I had to go. I know he doesn't really get along with my friends, but he says he likes spending time with me so it's ok. Last night I went to Snapper Jack's with Tara, Marissa, Tyler, Skylar and Matt. It was fun. Of course. And then we walked back to marissa's house. Well the girls. We made cookies and listened to music. Like...Josie and the Pussycats and stuff on Now 5. yeah. And Madonna! Tara said I'm so much happier now. And she's right. Except why am I like this? Stephanie really hurt me today. "You have a boyfriend?" "Yeah." "So how long's this one going to last? 3 days?" I almost cried. I would have. But I was going to see him soon. Jon: I need to bring my camera. Me: Why? Jon: So I can take pictures. Me: Of what? Jon: Us. Us. Me & him. Him & I. us. I like that sound. he's not as immature as everyone else. that's what I like the most. and he's so adorable on the phone. ok ok enough about jon, i know. [Edit] Tonight I learned how much can be said without speaking. And how happy I am with him. And the importance of not saying "I love you" so soon.