listening to- "roads" portishead my mom just made me cry. why does she always do this to me. and why does she always call me a bitch. justin says i have too many bad days. but i guess it's okay because they only seem bad to him, i'm really quite good at not making everyone else deal with me. i called him and he told me he couldn't talk because he doesn't have free minutes til 9. if he doesn't call back, then this whole thing was a waste of my fucking time. how can it feel this wrong?