Yes, my finger is seriously purple. I sprained it, I played my clarinet, I typed a lot, I carried in heavy grocery bags, I killed it even more. It's gross. And swollen. And it hurts. A lot. PLUS I just found a bug bite on my leg and it's really itchy. errrrgh. Ok so I added evan and derrick on myspace. They both started talking to me. Evan more so. So I gave him my number and he called me. Aw man he's so cute. He's Justine's cousin, I didn't know that. Derrick is just cool. Him and I are gonna be friends. I still really like his hair. Speaking of hurr, I need to get mine cut. Shorter than last time? Who knows. I basically need it shorter than it is now, better bangs, and straighter! (Which I know isn't going to happen but whatever) Stupid genes and your alleles that decided to combine and give me wavy hair. Would that be codominance? I forgot the other one so I think it is. Haha A+ on that biology final. Tomorrow is the first day I will really sleep in. I'm so excited. Ohhh I totally forgot about today. Mmk well it went down somethin like this::: desperately searched for concert wear in my drawers. didn't succeed at finding non-midriff baring shirts. got in the car. got food. and gas. and my dad in a bad mood. drove. uh oh. traffic. but i really didn't mind.at all. i listened to the distillers. wished i was brody dalle. or had her voice. i wasn't nervous. rehearsed with my group. sounded okay. rehearsed with next group. sounded out of tune. warmed up before performance. group 1. group 2. group 3. me. group 5. me. group 7 and so on and so forth. 1st group: yucky andante movement. screwed up tempo in allegro movement. goddamn it made me angry. i wasn't so nervous though. except everyone else being nervous made me nervous. 2nd group: started bad. ended bad. the middle was all a blur. i remember i would put down my clarinet and the second i'd pick it up again my stomach would feel hollow and i'd shake a little. nerves suck ass. but after. ventura people pictures, newspaper duh. refreshments. jocelyn made me feel so wonderful. her friend who plays the clarinet + never pratices told her that after listening to me she wanted to go home and practice so she could sound like me! it was wonderful. maybe the best compliment i've ever been given. anyway. a random guy came up to me to tell me how good i was. got up out of his seat to tell me. i gave jeffrey barker a hug because he's so wonderful. aw. i'm gonna miss that mentor. shane west. psh. fuck that boy. lol. nah. he's cool. just didn't say anything to him but i saw him looking at me. gah. and um...other compliments, which made me smile and not feel so bad about the performance. my finger hurt like a bitch though. while i played and after. i'm a trooper. guess who's getting an A clarinet. me. because of jocelyn! yay. so we left got to the car there's a present from jocelyn (awwwww) it's 3 necklaces that are like handmade and they're cool. and a card. she's really the most supportive person in my life. i don't know where the hell i'd be without her. carter's brother is so cute. but so is evan!