wooo what can i say... the last few days shit really hit the fan. but it alright cuz im over it...sooo over it. this weekend..sunday-monday im gonna be with turnip...saturday.. ?? although i am over everything that happened, it would be nice to forget it all. i just wanna do something that wipes everything out of my mind. hmm. especially valentines day. another year of only my mom as a valentine really doesnt suit me anymore. and tonight - well thats just gonna be another joyous session at r.h. in the disgusting room with little kids that wear really dirty clothes. come on now people, how much does it take to wash ur kids clothes. at least im gonna have someone with me there. i think i would die if i was alone. anyway...i wanna do something later tonight and some time tomorrow. PLANS?? oh yea, last night/early morning pookie and i had a nice session on the phone, i felt better, and we realized that in the end, no matter how wonderful or hot or whatever someone is, everyone is human, and they all have to take a shit in the end. so our new way to stop liking guys is to picture them taking a shit..gross as it may seem, thats the way we are. and it really helps. except when it comes to jude, cuz he probably does it very beautifully and in any case, he shits out godiva chocolate. other than that, we both agree that people really need to start taking showers. i dont care if u feel nice and sparkly clean even after 3 days of not washing urself, take a fucking shower cuz U SMELL.