it was so nice of flemballs so share her sick with me. what a generous woman to pass around her disease. now i am the proud owner of a baby cold. he's growing quite well, he'll be a big boy soon and kill me to death..har har. i feel like my grades are falling apart. i really need to kick it up if i wanna do better and i really dont know how to do that cuz im trying so hard. ok well maybe im not..i think i know the answer!!! ive decided that i should let people be. no one cares about whether or not im getting glasses, so ive given up trying to pick the topics with people because i know theyre always thinking about something else. so heres what im gonna do. there are some of you (no names) who have certain obsessions with boys and all that. and im actually really sick of hearing about them, but i know how it feels to wanna obsess. so i'll let you obsess as much as you want as long as you dont expect any fervent participation in the conversation on my part. kkk! the new bright eyes cds are coming out soon and i know people who already have copies!?!?!!!! i must get those copied. da da da! im so scared about the future. i wish i could stay a kid forever. i get so sad thinking about being my parents age, and being an adult. why would anyone want to be an adult? i dont get it. i love being the baby. of course, there are times when i wish i could be treated like an adult, but for the most part, i would so much rather be young than be my parents age and have annoying bratty kids. if i ever get married (which will most likely not happen), i'll spring for a dog but im not having any of that baby crap going on in my house. no one is ever online. all you people do lately is pee and poo and homework. i took a really long nap today. my mommy is so sweet. she just brought me tea and medicine for my sniffles.