im down. im getting sick of these ups and downs. today was alright. it was sunny. i think i have seasonal depression. isnt that a bitch. blah blah. i did all my homework today. ok thats a lie. but i did HOMEWORK. give that a clap. i'm looking forward to a humongous headache saturday due to my cousins. theyre so annoying. i hate toddlers. ok im mean. yeah yeah. theyre gonna be genius's, im sure of it. i'm destined to be, now and forever, the retard of my family. mmda. you won't understand that unless you know russian. which i do. and you don't. i guess you're jealous right about now. isn't that a bitch. < - - - my favorite phrase right now. i'll probably keep saying it until i get sick of it. which will most likely be tomorrow. i get sick of things way too quickly. isnt that a bitch. well i do. and i dont like it. before im finished enjoying something, im already tired of it. i guess thats life. life's like that too. im already sick of it. actually, im just sick of school. i really don't know how i'll be able to hold out for another month. spring break needs to be RIGHT NOW. i feel like knitting a sweater. i guess that wouldnt be a problem if i knew how to knit. or had those things you need to knit with. knitters? needles. yep. i need needles. and some yarn. i want rainbow yarn cuz rainbows make me happy, and so does yellow. but not piss yellow. that just makes me confused. never mind. i dont get confused when i see the color yellow. i dont know why i just said that. ok sorry for polluting your brains.