first things first- michael phelps, cut the noble bullshit out, why, why, why did u give ian cocker your place? STUPID STUPID! its awesome, really, but no one gives two shits about ian cocker, we wanna see YOU competing. damnit, i saw your stupid little interview yesterday, and i understand that you had the mans poster on your wall, but haysoos, you should be racing. neeeeeeeext. i just blossomed. :). no, it was a concert i went to with my family, we basically rocked out to tchaikovsky and sousa and some other fabulous men. actually, i didnt uhh..rock out, but my gramma did. im serious, she really had the whole head-bobbing/bopping thing down. altough i didnt really understand what she was bobbing her head to, it didnt actually go with any of the music. heres the deal with smileys. there are only two that i truly use: :-) and :-( however, purely because im becoming quite bored with these smileys, ive decided to modify them. now: :) and :( they remind me of frogs. am i the only one? cuz they really really do. the "diet" is going ehhh...ive been running like mad lately, and cutting down on food which is HELL. this is my first diet-like thing, but i have to shed the brown pounds, and my mom says thats its been moving along rather successfully, so im proud of myself. i havent had a real SWEET in A WHOLE WEEK. you people do not understand what this does to me. i am the girl who eats meatballs for breakfast. i used to have a speedy gonzales of a mother fucking metabolism. where is it now? soon, ill be in my thirties, gaining 10 lbs a decade. oh lordy. im getting old. this has made absolutely no sense, im very sorry, i used to word lordy, i said that i am old, i am really really weird.