many things to discuss in todays entry which is going to be very long. hows about a to do list? (what to talk about) -my encounter with tarasik -false 'i love you's' -turnips party -shit i cant remember anything else..i guess itll come to me. so, off we go...saturday, at around 7, we met tarasik and his parents at some malaysian place for dinner. the dinner was full of fun little events. the ongoing discussion of the entire night had to do with how taras and i will eventually be married. his mom was dead serious when (as my mom and i were fighting about what to order) she told me that she would be a great mother in law, we would never fight..etc. so me and my future husband decided that we're not gonna opt for the usual "pretty little house with a picket fence" thing. he said that we're gonna be entreprenaurs or some shit like that and thats cool with me. then, in the middle of this malaysian place, full of cute little chinese people, taras says, rather loudly, "I DONT KNOW WHY, CHINESE PEOPLE JUST DONT LIKE ME!" or something to that extent. then we went to his house, and taras's room is some hot stuff. for one thing, its actually clean, which i like. being that i myself have never experienced life in a clean room. :-(. hoiwever, i was a little confused at how someone is able to fall asleep with pics of slipknot in their masks, korn and all those other freaky people right next to his bed. he showed me a pic of joey, the drummer..and i share his opinion that there is something very beautiful, if not a little scary, about that man. taras is possibly the only true metal-head i know, and i find that completely amazing, i dont really know why. which is why i will devote most of this entry to talking about him. so hmm..where do i start? taras is a cool looking kid, hes got the whole goth look going and enjoys patting me on the head like a little puppy. taras is probably the only one that likes my hair, and that makes me love the kid even more.. and his music isnt even that bad. i actually liked "wait and bleed" even though he said that was slipknots most poppy song. fuck that, i still like it. what else can i say? well i seemed like we had a lot in common, although i dont remember it, there was a lot of high fiving going on, and hes even cool enough to blow me a little kiss! what a guy! golly gee, im so happy that i actually like the guy im gonna marry! NEEEEXT! -gabriella and i were talking about how we have to rid the world of false 'i love you's'. im so sick of people unjdermining the value of the word, and using it in completely petty situations, like when someone uses u for something (ex. homework, OR..using ur notes during tennis and then TELLING U THAT THEYRE JUST WITH U TO USE UR NOTES. [im sensing a message in here somewhere]), the person ends this interaction with something like "i love u nix!" do u not understand that i have the words "fuck u" playing around in my mind at that exact time. hm, guess not. anyway, unless u actually truly, genuinely love the person, stop saying it, it only completely diminishes the value of love, something that is already rapidly deteriorating in our society. ah shut up niki. AND the last thing i can remember: turnips party...will be fun. im gonna see a bunch of people ive never met before, and probably situate myself in some dark corner where no one will find me. in all honesty, i am deathly afraid of people from east brunswick. i believe that they are the sole cause of crabs today, and direct contact with them can result in, if not death, extreme itchiness in unseen places. wow that was terrble, sorry. actually, i am scared of her party. i dont know anyone, and im sure the people i do know hate me or something like that. maybe its just turnips paranoia rubbing off on me? who knows. all i know is that on friday, two of the higher beings will unite for the first time since iberostar. yeah, thats right.. NIKLOF AND REJLOB!