people need to stop putting songs on their journals so they pop up out of nowhere and scare the shit out of me. yea, i was just bombarded with taking back sunday. people, you suck. by the way, i dont think i used 'bombarded' correctly there. fuck me quick little update, before iget started on the essay. i got a flu shot yesterday, i love getting shots, especially blood tests so i can watch the vials fill up with blood and then drink them. mwahaha i am a vampire. actually, no. but i do like them shots, and when i told me dad that i like the bruisy feeling that occurs after, he told me that im a massochist (sp?). thats cool. ive always hated the < 3 sign, but now im just really sick of it. its a sideways heart. you have to tilt your head on a 90 degree angle. why are you people inflicting pain on my poor neck? assholes. you all have no consideration for anyone but yourselves. psh ive been saying "grr" a lot lately. but not even with any oomph to it, just...grr. why, i ask myself, why? but me doesnt know. i sound like a stupid turd cuz of the flu shot. my nose is all stuffy and i cant talk or say the letters "m" and "n"...eb and ed. yep. i wish i liked someone. school would be so much more interesting. i need someone to chase after, yes i do. who? guys in holmdel suck, i wish some of them could just go away for a few years. and then come back when im gone or something, so i dont have to be annoyed by them anymore. waddaya know, im a bitch! people need to stop using the word "like". you sound like a shmuck, you degrade yourself, and people think youre stupid. i know so many intelligent people that cant say a sentence without using the word "like" a few times. i dont understand it. YOU SOUND STUPID. STOP NOW. taking back sunday, get out of my head, whore. the story of my essay: -its a new year, so im all pumped about my decision to stop procrastinating, to do my homework, to study, etc. and im doing it. yay! but thats not the point. i was gonna start my essay on wednesday, edit on thursday, and hand it in on friday. i thought yesterday was tuesday. (for all of those like me who dont know what day it is, today is THURSDAY). so now my whole plan is ruined. i need to go mope about this.