first of all, my little vegetable got a little upset today. im sorry turnip, everything will be A OK. and if worst comes to worst, just remember that u are a vegetable, and u are healthy, and thats better than being something really salty. i obsessed WAY too much today about this kid. actually about both guys. why is this? bif and i were talking about how its so confusing cuz when we like people, we wish we didnt cuz it kills. but when we dont like people, we wish we did cuz its fun. butt. oh well, some day, i will like someone at the same time as they like me and it will be great. then i thought about what a great guy i would make. i would be the best asshole youve ever seen and life would be sweet and i would have bitches and i would be able to disrespect women as i pleased. sdfjkg im thinking of rocking the myspace for love. nope. i changed my mind. i will not. obsess obsess obsess obsess obsess obsess. why why why. well, i made eye contact with #1 today. it was beautiful. and then my knees got jello-y when i was thinking about it in the weight room. cuz he really is gorgeous. and i want him. and i want #2 as well. fuck, i want every guy i ever talk to and istn that just dandy. tut tut. our table cloth makes me really happy for no real reason just the fact that its so clean and pretty and my room is a mess like someone took a shit made out of clothes and random garbage and it landed in my room now my mamama is gonna beat my ass with a zdfmgnzhgfklh fhgdfj;g fkg;dlkagj dfkljg dfgj dfkl gjdlakjfg; adklfj g;ldfkj g;ladfkj;g. some day, i will produce another good entry. for now, all my loyal readers will continue to NOT comment. thanks guys ya'll beautiful