last night was precious. i have a crush on maybe the one person that i really really shouldnt like. fuck that shit. i pick such winners. this summer has been amazing. i love it, i hate it. some parts were shitty but i must move on from this nonsense sooner or later. ive decided not to use the word fuck as much in my entries anymore. instead of fuck fucking all the time, ive decided to focus my energy on becoming a lady. ill wear dresses and have tea parties and giggle, which is all girls are supposed to do anyway. my parents own my life. i hate them. OHHH TEENAGE ANGST. i need to rebel against the oppression of my parents who dont know what curfews or being grounded are, but still find a way to turn my life into a horrible and meaningless existence. blah. i make so many friends when im drunk. i want ice cream.