i hate today. i realized that even though i have classes with my friends, i sit at completely opposite sides of the classroom from most of them, and we hardly even talk in these classes. and there are about 23984276098 people that i wanted a class with, but dont have. i know it happens to everyone, but i hate the fact that so many of my friendships from last year are gonna be ruined. i miss talking to some people, and seeing some people, and all my classes from last year. and i feel like such a loser about some other things. i hate this mood. i hate everything about myself right now, i cant wait till it passes. soon i hope. but who knows, last time, it lasted 2 years..fucker