upon finally meeting, the son of my moms cousin (who is about 2 months old) today, i realized something about myself. i dont really care for babies. is that bad? i dont know, but i noticed that i wasnt hit with the usual girly "ooh's" and "aah's," and that i didnt really care to play with the baby and make goo goo ga ga with it. of course, i did feel a little bad. i mean, how would you feel if people who saw your little bunle of (poopie diapered) joy didnt immediately get googly eyed with happiness about seeing it? im sure most people expect everyone to be falling over themselves in an effort to make the little thing laugh, or smile, or fart, or something. right? so now im thinking, could this be a sign of whats to come? am i going to be that mother who neglects her child and leaves her in the hands of my housekeeper, josephina(?)...? furthermore, i am a believer that (newborn) babies are hideous..am i the only one? i understand that the parents dont see the ugliness to their baby, but to me they look like fat little raisins. yellow raisins if the babies are jaundiced. GAWWWD im lame. oh oh. now that ive written a bit about baby-ness, im actually quite bored with this topic and dont think i'll be finishing my exwemewy bowing 'speech.' SOON THE GYPSY QUEEN IN A BLAZE OF VASELINE WILL PERFORM ON GUILLOTINE, WHAT A SCENE! WHAT A SCENE! observation - apparently, america is not the athletic little thing we thought it was. we're fucking every event up TERRIBLY in los olympics. forgive my unspanishness, i dont think i wrote that correctly. (devito flashback:cooooooooorrrrecto!! -roll your r's for that one kids) im also missing brown...as much as ever. i wish i could see everyone again, but i dont think i will. i just want everyone to know that as corny as this sounds, i love you all, and think about you everyday, and since cleveland is the most boring place ever made, (ok not really) i look at the pics very often and no one will ever be able to make those three weeks as completely AWWWEEESOME as you guys did. hollerate at me some time...as stupid as it sounds, it would kick ass if i could talk to any of you again, and even if its awkward, itll still rock ass because we were brownies together man! (sorry jess, i stole your word). ooh emm gee (oh dear, i do think i am turning into a certain g.bonatesta). stay cool men. in other news, bright lights give me headaches...which is why i have been staring at this disgustingly bright white web page for the last 20 minutes. stupid stupid