since im pretty much sure that no one reads this thing anymore, i will be speaking to a fake audience by the name of jethro from now on. so jethro, this weekend was full of awesomeosity. went to the city and stayed at lauras aunt and uncles place, we went to many a place with the rock sex goddess. if i can remember...st marks, soho...and some other place. i got a skirt that i believe is too big for me. i didnt know that when i bought it for 2 reasons: 1.there was no mirror. 2.i tried it on over my pantalones. exciting. we reminisced (sp?) about the times, andgot kicked out of a thrift store by some majorly nasty woman. arse wipe. then we bumped into lauras friend from ucla..small world. jess's college meeting was a bitch and didnt let her meet up with us, and ana ended up having to leave earlier than we hoped she would. went to fat cat club and payed 15$ to hear 3 songs and (not) see..whatever. good music. but hm...BUST. let's leave it at that. i finished 2 books today. its nothing to be proud of, theyre so trashy i feel dirty reading them. but i cant stop, give me more *slaps veins on arm*. im jealous of the girl, i wish i had something like that. actually, someTHINGS like that. why are guys so difficult. or...why is it that there are no worthwhile guys in my classes? i wish i could transfer to another school and start over. and no one would know me, or what im like. rant rant rant! soooooomeeeee dayyyy my priiiinncee will comeeeeee. and when that day comes, i will most likely blow him off out of...whatever it is in me that makes me lose interest in guys so quickly. i hope im not asexual. that would be very sad indeed. and ive decided that i want a different face. and hair. and a different body too damnit. some people have all the frigen luck. right, so jethro, tomorrow marks the first day of my return to the field. or most likely the day after tomorrow. a trip to sports authority is necessary. so is the finishing of my homework...and the starting of it. i wish i was english. the crap books im reading are about english people, and their language is great. snogging. ha, i love it. i wanna snog now. with a sex god like that guy. and with a dave the l. jethro i know you're probably completely lost right now, right on, i would be too if i didnt know what i was talking about. i need to shut up