cuasing some controversey lately has been my recent purchase of the new eminem cd. i think everyone is entitled to one rapper. and he is mine. and i love him. love him love him. and i'll even forgive him for still being in love with kim, we all make mistakes. but i really love his new cd. i guess this is a bad thing to most people, but a lot of the songs are really slow, and dont really have a jumpy beat. i like it though; theyre really personal and chill..and real for the most part. im happy with my cd : - ] something thats bothering me: the term (terms) 'best friend.' it pisses me off. especially because its so misleading, it always changes, and it ends up making people that you consider your close friends feel bad because youre saying that no matter what, (or even if its only for the time being) you care about someone more than you care about them. and whats the point anyway? because sooner or later, you'll get tired of this person and (even if only temporarily) move on to someone else who you will label as your new 'best friend.' people need to stop with that bullshit. thats why i have my close friends, my goood friends, my friends, aquaintances, etc. or, we can just abolish the concept of friendship as a whole. actually, i dont really think that would be too bad at all. as stupid as it it, its not as..yeah im bored with this topic, done. *EDIT - NEXT DAY: this is why i think 'best friends' needs to die, because no matter how mature i might consider myself to be, i still get pissed because of ridiculously petty stuff like this, and it sucks: "even though youre retarted.ur my bestest friend ever"...you know who you are, and this is my extremely nonconfrontational way of confronting you, because im a pussy (yes i know, tee hee. suck it up assholes) and i know it....thanks. a lot. - END EDIT. some boys are so cute. and some are so hot i just wanna jump them. i dont know which is better. its tricky. and some guys deserve castration. i was planning on dying my hair again today, but of course, my mom says that im not capable of doing anything ilke that without her. its like just how she doesnt let me eat in the living room except herself (even though this rule is rarely followed), and then gets bread crumbs on every sofa she comes in contact with. hypocrisy=life "but if i look deeper inside i see a freakish little side like a devil in disguise youre always full of surprises always pullin devices out your purse little vibrators and dildos you fucked yourself so much you barely feel those anymore." i take those lyrics very close to heart, im so glad i finally found someone who can relate to my innermost feelings.