this is my 1st entry from brown. and i am feeling quite lethargic. i am going to miss everyone here so much. when i came, i had no idea what i was getting myself into. i didnt know that i would completely fall in love with all these people. i think i'll die when i get home. i wish i could take them all with me. who am i going to have intelligent conversations with? holmdelians? i think not. who am i going to run around in the rain with at 2 in the morning? who am i gonna have sleepovers with out on the quad? whos gonna sing pubes? whos gonna have a box of cinammon toast crunch at hand at any given moment? whos gonna surprise people wearing only a tube sock at night? whos gonna have tube socks hanging on their wall? WHO am i going to smoke candy cigarettes with? who's gonna make store 24 runs with me? what about antonios? whos gonna freak out about the zombies? who am i gonna call rock sex godess, or tex, or red shirt guy, etc. whos gonna constantly run around shirtless with a baseball bat? whos gonna have the munchies every night? whos gonna do 'taradactyl hatching out of an egg?" or do the cawing noise? where am i going to be able to find all the skeevy guys? how am i going to replace the guy who is permanently planted outside avon theater/antonios? whos going to leave semen on my bed? (jk) whos gonna lie down with me with the lights out and listen to the postal service when we get depressed? whos gonna pimp it up with 4 girls in 5 nights? I AM GOING TO MISS EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU SO FUCKING MUCH YOU HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.