well its been a long time, for me anyway. lets start with last night. GODSPELL was amazing. i have a new love for dave koshtinat who is beautiful, talented, and very jesus like...which isnt too good for me but whatever. it was great, the songs were great, the cast and everything was awesome and i hope i can be in something like that next year. but for 2 reasons, i probably wont. 1. HTG will most likely not let me into their nice little "family" 2. im not really a musical kind of girl anyway. full house was on all day, it was exciting. i love michelle. mary-kate and ashley had a sort of ugly period at one point though. first they were cute on full house and then when they were in their 10-11-12's they had an ugly stage and now i like them again. i have a problem thats always bothering me. and i dont know why i have it cuz it completely sucks. whenever i like someone or really wanna be friends with someone, its usually cuz they never gimme the time of day or are indifferent to me. then, when they start to like me or wanna be friends with me, i lose interest and i want nothing to do with them n i avoid them and stop talking to them as much. it happens EVERY TIME. why? i hate it hate it hate it. i think ill never be able to get married cuz ill always be tired of my bf, fiance, whatever he(she - as many people think thats the case) turns out to be. this makes me muy cansado..wait i think that means tired. i think the right word is triste..who cares. fuck my luck YET AGAIN