apparently, the 'diet' has been a lie. my moms been feeding me bullshit. blah blah blah. theres no use in dwelling on it cuz when i come home theres no (good) food to make me want to eat. my mom will try to stuff me with kale and her disgusting green juice and i will starve, and lose weight as a result. so...good. the hunt for a new cell phone is on. as much as i love my rainbowlicious ghettotastic phone, its time for a change. im thinkin about the ericsson...i dont know what numbers. its so fuckin sweet - its completely flat, NOT A FLIP!..i hate flip phones, has color..which i guess is good, and i think it has a camera that ill never use. but its awesome. the only problem is that its t-mobile and their service sucks. but verizon has shitty phones....so i dont know which way to go on this one. sorry for the bore i think i will visit my little friend in massachussetts (sp?) soon...i hope...cuz miss her just like i miss everyone from brown. i have a shitload of pics that ill put up as soon as i come in contact with a scanner. but i dont know when that will be. those wonderful dreams of mine are still here, graphic as ever. ive been waking up every morning confused as to why theres no one lying next to me in bed and....blah. i regret some things i didnt do at brown. it was really stupid of me, if i was dobby i would iron my hands or something as a punishment. i saw the princess bride for te 700000th time..