ok well, i guess this is my first entry since i got back last tuesday...i just havent been really into this thing. u know its funny; all the time i was there, i would think, "wow, this is gonna be so awesome to put in my journal" or stuff like that, and then when i had the opportunity, i didnt want to anymore. anyway, stuffs happened...i got my hair redied so i dont look like a bafoon when i go to brown. later today, im getting the bushes waxed off my face. maybe someone will actually be able to see my eyes and what a lovely surprise that will be. and earlier today, i went to guidance to change my lunch. ever since i got my report card with the "annual honors" instead of "annual honors with distinction," i have become completely obsessed with getting the 4.0 gpa that i know i could have gotten last year if only i hadnt slept through the whole year. so, ive decided that taking an extra class is more important to me than some stupid lunch period where i'll probably be miserable anyway (i.e. last years lunch. how fun that was). my dads pretty pissed, but i told him that if it becomes too much to handle, ill just switch back into a lunch pd. but how hard can an extra elective be? of course he thinks that im throwing my whole social life down the drain, and ill be exhausted, and blah blah, but the way i see it, almost all the friends i made last year were NOT from lunch. i didnt even have classes with some of them. so in the end, what does one stupid lunch period matter? djhldkfjhsLKDfhslkd hlkdf h