^...yes i know, its their "poppy song" gah! so much to say. 1st of all, i would like to retract the previous entry, it was sick, im sorry for all the vomit i have caused any of u, that entry is simply to worst thing i have ever said..and i cant believe i went so crazy over a bitchass guy. but turnip and i have realized that the reason i felt that was was because it was such a rush for me to see him so suddenly, and all of the feelings came back, and blah blah, but right now im back to liking no one, for the 0 people who care. hmph, so today was pretty cool, i never thought i would say that one of my best days this month was at a nursing home, but it was, go figure. key club went to the del home, and nicole, chrissy, jamie and i talked to ROSIE, who is this wonderful 84 yr old woman who i wanna come visit again. she told us that "god never gives you more than you can handle" and i think thats really sweet. of course, i think that part of the reason i like her so much is because she''s really the only person i had a real conversation with there, but still, shes so adorable, she was wearing these pretty little rings with butterflies, etc. and the home was generally a very sweet place, theres a little beauty parlor, and its so funny to see all of the old wheel chair people on random sides of the hallway, chillin out and taking a nap. and the (VERY OLD< WHEELCHAIR) woman who told chrissy that she had to work on memorial day cuz her mother is very sick, and she has to feed the family; poo poo, i felt kind of bad, but oh well, let her think what she wants. after that was mcdonalds, big mac, fries, 2 apple pies and a strawberry milkshake BIATCH! we wanted to get a stepometer but those assholes charge THREE DOLLARS EACH! after that, we went back to school and i sat through my last 2 pds of nothing (lunch and creative exp.) i went to sleep when i got home, very fun, and then came the lax banquet where i had my 2nd pig out session of the day, i will have hell to pay for it but i guess that just sucks for me. whats more to say? i dont know..oh..lunch was actually pretty funny, i felt like a bitch at some points, and a bit of a backstabber, but nothing big, its all been done and said, and i didnt do anythning wrong, but i hate fake people, especially when people pretend to like me, and then talk shit behind my back. u know who you are; dont bother being nice to me to my face, i dont like you anyway, and i dont wanna be ur friend, and i know what u say to people! HA! eat that bitch! BIRTHDAY COUNTDOWN: 18 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!